Tuesday, December 22, 2009

Quotes from Candy Wrapers

My friend Olaya got me hooked on these chocolate Christmas candies which are awesome, and they look like this:

They are also wrapped in a paper with a quote, here are some of my favorites (I've eaten a couple... a few... here and there)

S'irriter d'un reproche, c'est reconnaître qu'on l'a mérité
To be irritated by criticism is to recognize that we deserved it
- Tacite

Qui s'excuse s'accuse
He who excuses himself accuses himself
-Stendhal

Parole. Si l'on ne disait que des choses utiles, il se ferait un grand silence dans le monde.
I promise, if everyone only said useful things, the world would become very quiet.
-Alvare Sanchez de Moncades

Une idée qui n'est pas dangereuse ne mérite pas d'être appelée une idée.
An idea that is not dangerous is unworth of being called an idea at all.
-Oscar Wilde

Qui parle sème : qui écoute récolte
He who speaks sows; he who listens harvests
- Pythagorean

Les vrais gourmands lisent en remuant les lèvres pour déguster les mots.
Real gourmets read with moving lips to better sense the words.
- Yvan Audouard

Monday, December 21, 2009

End of December

Hey! So... remember in my last post when I said I was going to stay in France for Christmas? Yea, I changed my mind, I'm coming back to Chicago for the holidays. I'm really looking forward to going home for a while- speaking the same language as everyone else and seeing my family and friends.

In the mean time, I've finished my classes! Woo! Now what am I going to do?! I'm at a juncture and the future is uncertain, it's a little stressful. On the other hand I've suddenly found the motivation to find a job. I feel like I'm being pulled in several directions at once: I want to play the viola and improve my ability to improvise, I want to go to classes at the University, I want to find a job because my savings are dwindling... It's not impossible for these goals to coexist. I sure as hell won't be taking ten classes THIS semester!

I would like to stay here for another year if possible, although I'm not sure if I'll feel the same way next fall. I should probably continue to live outside the states for as long as possible, mostly because this is probably the last time I'll uproot myself to become a foreigner. That rupture was not easy, and managing life in a foreign country is very challenging: you're misunderstood, ripped off, and isolated! Sounds like fun, right? On the other hand my french has improved, and I've gotten back into playing the viola.

So now I'm going to start looking around for employment, on the internet for starters and then around town. I'll keep you posted! Here are some recent photos:


Two of my roommates: Loïc and Yoann


A little bit of snow, from outside my window

Some decorations in downtown Lyon



Carol and I at the Belcour square


The Christmas market

Monday, November 30, 2009

Noverber = Done

Another month just kind of flew by... woa. Only three more weeks of school!!! I'm really looking forward to a more relaxed schedule. It looks like I'm going to stay in Lyon this Christmas, to save a bit of cash. I would have liked to have come home but there are some very important things I'm looking forward to getting done over the break. First on the list is applying for enrollment next year; the application is due before the end of January. The University of Lyon II offers a French Language and Modern French Literature program for undergraduates that I would love to do. It's a three year program, I might skip the first year. I'm going to talk to the head of the program this week to see what they recommend. The program is specifically designed for students who want to teach french... like me, only natives. It would definitely improve my french though. We'll see where all this leads.

A lot happened this month, which, you know, that's normal. We finally got internet in the house which is AWESOME... I hadn't realized how dependent I'd become on the internet until it was gone. I had the flu which was not cool, I was confined to my room for two days. Now I'm well again. While I was sick, I watched a lot of movies in French courtesy of my roommate Benoît. I really liked this one called REC, a blair-witch (cloverfield for the young-uns) inspired Spanish Zombie movie. It was so well done, I didn't know what I was watching when I started it and got sucked in. It was the basis for the American movie Quarantine, and the American version just copied the Spanish version play for play! Tsk. The week after that I was crazy busy with trying to catch up with homework and tests. I worked really hard and got everything taken care of.

Thanksgiving came and went too. I didn't do anything for the holiday... which sucked. I was nostalgic for a moment and missed everyone back home. Then I went to a Brazilian-themed bar party. That helped! I'm kind of isolated here all by myself, without a specific program to sheepard me around. I miss my community back in Chicago something fierce; I wish I could find a community here. It takes time... and I need to start putting in more effort to go out and meet people. I should join a club or something. Or maybe start hanging out at a bar, although I never was really skilled at that. Now that I'm more established here I can start looking around for like minded crazies.

I've been watching videos on the internet, especially the Daily Show. I also watch the evening news on TV 5, which is the French equivalent of BBC world news. Recently I started catching up on Le Chanson de Dimanche and Un Gars Une Fille on youTube. And because I was missing the Canadian Desk at my old job, I watched a Quebecois show about Montreal called Mange Ta Ville. It was really nice to hear a Quebecois accent, although I had some trouble understanding everything they said. I recommend the french stuff to anyone wishing to improve their french.

I've settled into my apartment, for better or for worse. I'm resigned now to stay here until the end of May. This year the French embassy changed the format of their student visas, which has delayed the Family Allocation Center in getting around to reimbursing me on my rent. I'm waiting on word from them by mail. Moving right now would likely create another administrative debacle with their office, and more importantly I would rather concentrate on other stuff. There will probably be more students moving out at the end of May, and thus I'd have more luck finding the perfect place. I feel home-ish here, which will have to do for now. The roommates are cool, except one of them pees with the door to the bathroom open but he's moving out at the end of January. There's no common room either, so most of the time everyone's in their own room alone. SIGH... I'm going to be so very glad when I move out!

I'm looking forward to job-hunting over the winter break. That and exploring Lyon, and MAYBE (probably) going on a short vacation somewhere close like Italy, Portugal, Germany, Switzerland, or even France... that would be fun. Or Ireland! Also finishing the application for the program next year, practicing the viola, reading books, becoming a member of the local library, buying a web cam and a microphone/headset combination, figuring out my classes for next semester, maybe trying to use the electric portable oven, making tomato sauce, hanging out with my Brazilian friend, finding clubs to join in the city, watching movies... good stuff. Having Skype in my house has made this experience ten times better, I call my parents a lot. Call friends over winter break, that just got added to the list. Also sending packages back home to family and friends. And crocheting more hats.

Ok that's it for now! More... sooner.

Thursday, October 22, 2009

zip! woa! There it goes...

Woa! Almost one month day for day since the last time I wrote a blog, but I'm going to sneak one in before the end of October. Foiled!

As you may have guessed, I've been a little busy lately. The program I'm in consists of 10 classes and although the profressors don't give us tons of homework, it adds up fast. In addition I've been taking Jazz Viola lessons at the music conservatory, which is great. However, the two together don't leave a lot of time for much else. It doesn't help I don't have internet at home; while I do use the computers at the library lately it's to do work, check gmail and facebook, and to watch the Daily Show. After which I run to class.

Busy and stressed out is what this combination adds up to, although I am content with my progress in French. Next week we're on vacation, but I still have a paper to write. I forgot what it was like to be a student, and not earning money has been a rude shock. And then every now and then I think about the opportunities that I'm taking advantage of and it makes me smile.

For all of you in the states (aka all of you), I miss halloween! I've been reading on Facebook people's descriptions of the season, buying candy for trick or treaters, figuring out costumes, and it makes me miss my favorite holiday. France does not have Halloween, oy yee cruel destiny! Eh, too bad. Although it wouldn't surprise me if I don't see a couple people in costumes. Maybe I should get a costume figured out.

Lately I've been doing a lot of observation, a lot of absorbing. This whole project is a challenge and the challenges are becoming more specific, like improving a certain aspect of French grammar or working on rhythm and accents in improvisation. That and thirty other specific problems that demand immediate attention. Education is demanding.

I'm wondering how life will be different next week while I'm on vacation. I feel charged right now, I've been multitasking on multitasking. Remember at the beginning of september when I wasn't doing anything, when I was bored?! That was different... boring!

More next week. I'm still digesting. Thanks again for following!

Thursday, September 24, 2009

thursday 23 Sep 2009

I think I need to start writing shorter posts. With pictures. Thanks for being patient with me...

I want to buy some black beans but they don't sell them around here... must find a specialty store. Black Beans R Us. Every time I come to the library to use the Internet I end up on Facebook or watching the Daily Show. Mmm, and I'm ok with it. Some of the people from my old job are going to be in Paris on October 13 on a company sponsored trip... I'm thinking about crashing it. I need to make sure that would be acceptable first. I talked to my mom on the phone last night, I was soo tired. I had a hard time speaking English.

Understanding French all day is exhausting, it's strange. I'm getting so used to making an effort to understand the language that I don't realise the extra energy it requires. Until I get a chance to relax at the end of the day and feel like I just walked out of a microwave.

I talked to the head of the modern literature department and he gave me the thumbs up for next semester! He said it would be a good idea for me to start attending some classes this semester too. Did I mention I need to get a job? Because I keep forgetting...

Anyway, that's about it. I eat a lot of pasta. There's a public transportation strike (shocking). I miss... Tamarind Soda, and corn tortillas with steak, cilantro, onions, lime, and pico de gaillo... mmmmm

Wednesday, September 23, 2009

Lyon Photos

Some picture I've take in Lyon:


A Mirabella flower by the sidewalk on the way home. Mirabella is a vine with little fruits the size of grapes, people use them to make tarts or liquor. The plant is only native to Europe.

My bedroom! Au natural...



From the other side of my room



The kitchen



The shower / kitchen sink




The breathtaking view... I've gotten used to it now though.



Fountain!



At school... thinking...



My friend Rita and I


last weekend Saturday 19 september

Saturday was awesome. Wonderful! I had such a great time doing everything.

Durring the day I got together with Carol. She's from Brazil and was thinking about moving into the appartment where I live but eventually found something else. Being alone in a foreign country, like myself, she gave me a call and invited me out. Saturday and Sunday were the European Days of Patrimony, to celebrate heritage and art and history and public records and old stuff in general. My kind of stuff! We decided to investigate.

The first place Carol and I went to was a tour of a restaurant which was serving typical medieval food. Among the proposed dishes were rosé/basil wine, black potatoes with cinamon, sausage and saurcraut, lentils, almond cake, and cheese with fruit. We sat next to some French people and talked about biking vacations- they were very friendly. Then we went on a tour of the building. Origionally it was a church, then a hospital, then a theater. Here's us in the restaurant:
Durring the presentation they revealed the origions of the Wearwolf myth! So once upon a time... people ate a lot of bread. They usually used only the kernel of the wheat to make the flour, but in times of famine they would use the sheath and the grain. The cause of the problem was a bacteria which grew on the sheath. When consumed in great quantities, it caused an illness called... H something or other. A very bad illness- people felt as though they were burning from within! (gross!) It also caused halucination. To relieve their aggony and not disturbe the neighbors, the ill would leave their villages and go into the surrounding forrests, scream their heads off and halucinate, and return in the morning (refreshed?). There their neighbors would be waiting for them wondering about the strange screams they heard last night. Perhaps they were transformed into a beast! As punishment for their sins! Enter... Wearwolf!!!!!!!! (dun dun duuuu)

Lyon was crowded. Walking around we stopped in a church and experienced an impromptu discours from one of the tour guides which dragged on. Some of it was interesting; Lyon has been an important european city for centuries, being at the junction of two important rivers. It was also the seat of the Bishop of France until Vatican II, being the first evangelised city in France. Next we went to a Luthier's shop which was giving tours but it was too crowded to see the examples and we arrived in the middle of the presentation. Our last stop was the fine arts museum. I didn't make it to the 20th century paintings but the medieval collection was a riot.






I love paintings.

Carol and I parted ways and I went to Daoud's party. We were all invited to his house for a dinner, 15 people total, to celebrate his birthday and housewarming. He made couscous and stew with roast chicken on the side. "Couscous is always served with whatever vegetables are in season. We eat it with potatoes!" he explained. The other French guests teased him about there not being any raisins in the couscous or chickpeas in the stew. It was a very calm get together, his friends and students and their families. When I told them I was from Chicago everyone's first reaction was "Al Capone!" They wanted to know how I was able to support myself for three years and where did I get all that money? They also were curious about what made me choose Lyon. I told them that "Like Chicago, Lyon is a 'Second City'" and that got a good laugh.

Here's a picture of Daoud, Frank, and Frank's girlfriend Carol from a couple of weeks ago. Taken at Daoud's new appartment:


Daoud talked about what it's like living in a fanatically religious society. Orthodox scientists. Every year in grade school he had to take an Islam class which was inevitably taught by a short hairy smelly bulbous man. Contrasted to the French classes which were always taught by beautiful foreign women with impecable french, dressed fashionably and wearing parfum. Somehow, he excelled in French and usually failed Islamic studies. Once in Algeria a group of musicians thought it would be nice to set the Koran to music; the entire Koran- an ambitions academic project. Someone declared Jihad on them, and now to play their music on the radio is illegal. Eventually he had to leave Algeria. Daoud said people lived in two ways: as a lie, or alone. Someone says "Allah said this" and you must agree, "Ah yes, Allah was right!" In the privacy of your family you can let your real opinions out and be yourself, but not in public (reminds me of Iran). Worse still, according to Daoud, the law addressing murder and religious murders in particular is losely applied. People will definetly buy a gun and kill someone because they disagree with their interpretation of the Koran. Of course this kind of religious fervor is going to produce fanatics.

He misses the countryside. Waking up in the morning and looking out his window, it was like looking at a postcard. He and his mother went on a month long trip into the Saharah. They would meet people in the middle of the desert and be treated like dear guests for three days- invited into their camp, treated as friends, fed whatever they had to offer. Nobody rushed; the idea of time as miniutes and hours being nonexisitent. Returning to France after that was depressing, he said. It made modern stress more apparent to him and he resented it for months afterwards.

After the main meal, which was the couscous, the first words out of the guests mouths were "Are we going to have a cheese course?" Of course! Daoud brought out a styrofoam cheese tray, still shrink wrapped by the deli. Not much of it got eaten, I think because there wasn't any bread, but the cheese course is an important part of French meals. We ate coconut deserts, vanila pudding, and chocolate birthday cake. Then people took turns playing the guitar and singing. I had brought wisky and it was happily consumed. I sang in english and played the drums (the darbuka?). One of the guests fell asleep in the armchair, being 12 and all, while others smoked cigarettes and told stories about foreign travels. Someone had lived in the Antillies for 15 years, he talked about how each island in the chain was colonised by a different European country. For a successful vacation, just go to the island that wasn't colonised by your country! The French talked about old territories, discussed they're current political tribulations. No mention of Iran, Israel, or Mexico. It was interesting to be around people whose idea of relevent foreign news is different from an American's.

That's about it! I made sure to shut the shutters because it was already early by the time I got home.